we'll I guess it is time for an update!! we've been together a month last friday. In short, in love,happy a very new experience for me!! I got apple butter and some Cyclops cerebus (mint chocolate) and home made Apple butter!! yes, I will proudly tote a diaper bag! ! the little boy is adorable,and had stolen my heart too!! I've come off of the nic completely, my therapist and psychiatrist are surely in board, I went for my appointments and they both commented on how much better I looked and how much stress I have gotten rid of dating dirt bags.I'm sleeping good,I'm just happy!! going to spend the week at his place week after next!!